Whispers to and from the King (from long ago)

I found this blog account I started a few years ago under an old email today, coincidentally. I only wrote 2 blog posts on that blog- which Ironically I entitled "Ramblings of a Voyager" (so clearly I've considered myself a sojourner of such for a while now)- and this one I read and could hear the despair in my voice. It's funny because I felt this despair call to the despair that still dwells in me. Then I thought, what better way to begin writing what I'm truly feeling than to share what I already have written on the matter, and then to conquer it with truths! (As you read, you'll see where I already have combat the despair with truths...its just a matter of taking it that one step further, deeper). So here is the old, and the near future will ensue the new.

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Whispers to and from the King

come to me....
come to me....
come....

hmmmm....that's a thought....go to him.
Go to him...go TO him....just go.

days seem bleak...

hope often feels more like a myth than anything else....

truth is treated as if it were optional or just an idea....

(come to me.)

the world has gone a rye, I feel insignificant and incomplete....

God grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change...

the courage for the things i can....

and wisdom to know the difference...

(you don't need serenity...wisdom...or courage...
you need me....
come...)

i look around and everything i knew to be good has the familiar stench of very bad...

the Godly forsake God...

marriages are fading faster than my blue jeans...

perseverance is treated as if it is only associated with chivalry, knights in shining armor, not day to day living....

giving up and walking away has become cliche...

i'm really sad....


come to me...
there is nothing cliche about that....it won't be done in vain...
you know truth, you know it is not a fairytale....you know my soul beacons for you....my love for you and the depth of my involvement in your life will persevere through all time and into eternity.....our hearts are so intertwined they are fusing into one and can never fade away or become separated....

come to me...
listen...hear the stillness in my whisper.....leave it behind and just come....
come. to. me.
come.


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Out with the old, in with the new.

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